....new song

....new song

hey...it's been a long time since i updated rite?..why???of course...It's the second week of my class now so it's been busy...and yea...very busy.....Erm..it's kinda late now...so...i'm gonna short the week.....

Erm...My results came out....And yea...no first class honours...blueks....i have no idea why too...but i'm quite sastified with my results in degree,...of course...i'll try harder next time....

...Okok lo...i think....well....what to do..what;s done is done rite>>i can only change the future....not my past but only to learn from it.....^^...i sound like an old uncle...
haha
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...okkkoko

moving on....

I have a friend(you know who u r). which has been encountering some probs with her relationship and my another other friend introduce me a song which hey...relates to what i wanna say....

He ain't the one by stevie hoang....man...his songs are really damn good yea....

Here's the lyrics and song....
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cceEzkuFW8w,,,

Ye.....Who.....Ye.....

Tell me why you stay in this relationship

When all you feel is pain

Tell me why you put up with the mall these years

You've got so much more to gain

I dont wanna be steppin on nobody's toes

But it think that you should know

He dont appreciate the things that you do for him

It's time to let him go

He's always with his friends

Never by your side

Runnin up the streets

Comin late at night hey

That aint the way the love supposed to be

Cant you see

He aint the one that's gonna treat you right

He aint the one that's gonna be by your side girl

Deep down inside you know

You gotta let him go

Youre so much better baby cant you see that

He aint the one to give you what you need

I'll be the one you spend your whole life with

It's killin me

Cuz you cant see what i see

Girl you should be with me

Cuz he aint the one for you

I can see why you think that you re in love with him

Cuz he's all you've ever had

But take it from me that aint how it suppose to feel

I can make you understand

I was there girl to wipe your tears when you cry

Everytime he broke your heart

Deep down inside im secretly in love with you

And it's tearin me apart

I'll treat you like he should

Never leave yourside

Im ma spend thetime

Girl i'll do you right hey

I'll show you the way the love supposed to be

Just come with me

He aint the one that's gonna treat you right

He aint the one that's gonna be by your side girl

Deep down inside you know

You gotta let him go

Youre so much better baby cant you see that

He aint the one to give you what you need

I'll be the one you spend your whole life with

It's killin me

Girl you cant see what i see

Cuz he aint the one for you

All the time she made you cry

All the time she told you lies

All the times he let you down

All the times he wander around

Girl you dont have to do this anymore

Just find a scam to walk about the door

He aint the one that's gonna treat you right

He aint the one that's gonna be by your side girl

Deep down inside you know

You gotta let him go

You re so much better baby cant you see that

He aint the one to give you what you need

I'll be the one you spend your whole life with

It's killin me

Girl you cant see what i see

Girl you should be with me

Cuz he aint the one for you

He aint the one he aint the one for you.....

which is my second song in my playlist now....


you will understand when u hear the lyrics.....


And last but not least....i met a great girl last week....but we seldom meet each other...so...hey...Let the time says...Of course....i hope for the best...but i also cant have my hopes too high rite>>??dont really wanna fall into the same scene as last time...which is not a pretty pic.....but...of course..waitin for her to come back....^^

Give love one more try

You, you're like driving on a Sunday
You, you're like taking off on Monday.
You, you're like a dream, a dream come true

In your eyes, when I saw them for the first time
and that I was gonna love you for a long time
With a love so real, so right

How did it play out like a movie?
Now everytime it's beat can move me
And I can't get your smile off my mind

Cause you might think that I'm a fool
For falling over you.
And tell me what can I do to prove to you that it's not so hard to do?
Give love a try one more time.
Cause you know that I'm on your side.
Give love a try one more time. One more time.


Will update more after exams...

..Speechless...

Yes...and yes...the time is now 5.42a.m...woke up from sleep??no no...havent slept and i havent took my afternoon nap also...why...???3 reasons......
1. Study some chapters....
2. Thinking nonsence(emoing la)....
3. Reading my whole blog...


Oh ya...recently change my spec..no big difference..just more lighter.

And yea...more and more emoing....Look at the comments that used to be send to me....now??is there any???Well...typical hui Kit is back...always emoing....well..finals is next week....Prepared??..well...not so..but so far so hard..of course...i still go online and saw some pics of my friend with their couple..who i like BEFORE....and hey...happy for her....regreted...but still happy.....Well...have i met someone else now???...The normal ans...NO....Do i like a girl now>?? ...NO....Sleep rite and eat rite???...NO.....Do i have to take the hard way and go back kl again?..well...we will see after finals...STOP THINKING OF THIS KIND OF THINGS??...hey.....i tried....each day by each day...But hey...It's all right...i'm always like this...Of course...i want to be happy as last time...but..haizzz....Have u ever wondered what it would be in the future??...it keeps haunting me everyday....questions like WILL I MEET HER? IS SHE THE ONE? WILL I GET HURT AGAIN? IS EVERYTHING GOING TO BE ALL RIGHT?...I dont know...but hopefully i can ans this questions soon...I wish i can undo the past...since i cant do anything about the future...but in reality...i cant...

Thinking of going dp and mp alone, scrolling contacts A-Z to find someone to go out with which ends up with no one, eating alone meals, no one to chat in msn, no responce in msn, no this no that...That's the kind of life i'm experiencing now...Boring rite??well...yeap ...that's the life i'm experiencing now...So...u tell me....AM I HAPPY or UNhappy...of course..

P.S...it's not a matter of maturity,,,it's the matter of emotional....but hey..i always believe to have faith in tomorrow...as tomorrow is still a mystery

...Funny thought...

hey....It's been a long time since i have blogged...Why so long????weLL usually stuff...Assignments....Presentations....Emoness....Studying....Revision( Finals is in 2 more weeks..haha).......What is the most unbelievable thing happen???well....my field theory mid terms got 49/50 and electronics 1 got 14/15.....which is the most hardest subjects in my sem now...strange...the easier 1 i'm not good at but i'm good at the hardest...haha....well...not to brag...but...i did studied...so...happy for the results i got..next...final.....haha...

Truthfully...i'm bloggin now cause after today i wont be really that free anymore...With finals on the way....so..since i'm free now...so....i'm making use of my time now...


Erm...Firstly, I would like to say....I'M NOT EMO EMO EMO....i just have that lonely time...but only for a short while..hey..it's a single syndrome..haha..The most embarrassing thing is that sometimes.....when i want to find someone to eat dinner with...I have to take out my hp.....and scroll from A-Z in my hp contacts to see who's available...and the conclusion in the end....no one...alone going to eat...haha...so...It's not i want to be alone..just that i cant seem to get hold of anyone..haha...But hey no matter....every failure leaves one big step to success yea...haha..


Of course..when i'm home alone i will be thinking "nonsense" like why i'm single and that kind of stuff la..haha...but now i'm much better than last time....like now...I suddenly came across a thought which is quite FUNNNYYYY....i suddenly notice that ALL and i mean ALL the girls i like before all have bf now and even living very happily...coincidence???....of course..i wish them happiness always...haiz...well...let nature takes it's coarse yea....^^



Of course...some of my friends will sure to ask...hey..why dont her,,,.??? u and her very close ma...belum cuba belum tahu...sekali cuba tiap tiap hari mau.....dont give up......chioonggg....and
many more.....haha...well..u ask me why dont I go for it???.well...i'm listening a song now..and well...let the song do some of the explaining....





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Closed off from love
I didn't need the pain
Once or twice was enough
And it was all in vain
Time starts to pass
Before you know it you're frozen

But something happened
For the very first time with you
My heart melts into the ground
Found something true
And everyone's looking round
Thinking I'm going crazy

But I don't care what they say
I'm in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don't know the truth
My heart's crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open

Trying hard not to hear
But they talk so loud
Their piercing sounds fill my ears
Try to fill me with doubt
Yet I know that the goal
Is to keep me from falling

But nothing's greater
Than the rush that comes with your embrace
And in this world of loneliness
I see your face
Yet everyone around me
Thinks that I'm going crazy, maybe, maybe

But I don't care what they say
I'm in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don't know the truth
My heart's crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open

And it's draining all of me
Oh they find it hard to believe
I'll be wearing these scars
For everyone to see

But I don't care what they say
I'm in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don't know the truth
My heart's crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open and I
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love....


yea....Bleeding love by Leona Lewis..(i think i spelled the name right..wakakaka...)

so.....yeap...I didn't need the pain Once or twice was enough.....This song explains almost all of my feelings before...haha..Well....i remembered this song was introduce by one of my friend, Pinkish...which we lost contact now...as i remembered...she felt the same as the song...well...I forgotten the reason why we lost contact...but i wanna say...thanks and sorry to her....


Hey...i will get into a relationship later...only when it's really 100% and yea 100% comfirm....dont want to felt hurt again...hey ...who does??/haha.......



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Kena tagggg...

Tagged by suszi

ow for this tag there are only 3 rules.1) Tag it to 10 people afterward excluding the person who tag you2) Be truthful3) Have fun and Enjoy ;)
1. What have you been doing recently?Studying for Final...going up and down campus for assignments....and many more..
2.Do you ever turn your handphone off?I don't.
3.What happened at 10am today?sleeping...haha..
4.When did you last cry?erm....when i broke up???long time d lo...
5.Believe in fate/destiny?sometimes.
6.What do you want in life now?happy, healthy, successful and full of company from no matter friends or others
7.Do you carry an umbrella when it rains or just put your hood up? just put your hood up
8.What's your favourite thing to do on bed?Sleep lo..
9.What bottoms are you wearing now?secondary pj shorts
10.What are the nicest thing in your inbox?I cant remember.
11.Do you teand to make relationships complicated?Maybe.
12.Are you wearing anything borrowed from anyone?erm..not sure
13.What was the last movie you caught?dance flick..not recommended
14.What are you proud of?having great friends
15. What does the oldest text MSG in your inbox say and who is it from?Reformat so no more messages
16. What was the last song you sang out loud?love song by fang da tung
17.Do you have any nicknames?Ah Kit, Kit zai, kit kit,kitten,kitty,,,banyak lagi la..hehe
18. What does the newest text MSG says and who is it from?Assignment finish d
19. What time did you go to sleep last night?3.00a.m
20.Are you currently happy?Not sure
21.Who gives you the best advice?Friends and mum.
22.Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can?No.
23. Who do you talked to on phone last night?Last night?None.
24.Is something bugging you right now?nop
25. Who is the last person to make you laugh?my classmates
26. Do you like yourself?errrr...strange
27. You want $5 or $10?^^
28. Do you think you are stupid sometimes?sometimes
29. Who is your best best best friend?hs,ky,alex,many more...
30. What will you do if you like a boy/girl?Find that person for a drink or movie
31.Who are your favourite stars?A lot
32. You hate your mother sometimes in some ways?nop..mum will be mums
33. Have you ever driven before?yes ..everyday
34.What type of boy/girl do you like?It depands. Orang mancis>>.??haha...
35. Now are you single/attached?Single
10 people to tag:
1) Alex chang
2)Eunice mai
3)Venice
4)Kyron
5)Han seng
6)Michelle tee
7)Marilyn leo
8)Lian su fen
9)Janice Tan
10) Kee weng

..I'm ok

well...everything checked...i feel better....so...thanks for your concern everybody....i appreciate everything....well...going to school tomorrow for class and exam...wish me luck..so...i'm just saying i'm ok and just some neck pain but i'll manage....^^.....Thanks for my friends that visited me this afternoon....i was very gan dong...hehe....pengz,,,^^....well...gotta sleep now....

p.s.....i updated news songs to my blog....haha....lovin it....

I got an accident...

On 11/08/09....at 8 a.m...i was turning in from bukit baru....to jalan sentosa(the police flat)...when i saw that there was no more car..i turn in....suddenly...a saga blm mbs 3269 appeared out of nowhere..then at that particular moment...i cant break and eventually i got bang from the left side....My car condition is all the parts of the left side of my car is gone...Now...i even remember the incident when i close my eyes...then i came out from the car to see the saga driver is he ok...from what i remember his airbag opened...and he and his wife is ok...erm..i did not have the chance to take the photo cause few minutes after that i felt the effect of the accident...i felt my hands shaking for no reason and my chest hurts as if 3 knifes is inserted into it...Then finally my mum came as i called her when i got crashed...then she brought me to the pantai hospital....then we left the myvi aside...the scene...as i can remember is full of people around me...mostly toll truck drivers...and many people asking what's wrong....then when i reached the hospital...the doctor check my body parts to see if anything is broken...and i did an x-ray...ct-scan(to check the brain)...and luckily nothing is wrong...just feel dizzy and chest pain and shock from the accident...yes...my hand are still shaking now...and i feel dizzy now too...Imagine my life is almost taken away in a split second...at that time i was thinking of a lot of things...family...friends...relationships..studies...and many more....imagine after the crash..everything went black and when u wake up u found yourself next to broken glasses and scrap metal around u...yes...scary right...well...after the hospital...i went home to rest.....then i went to make a police report with my dad which took me 3 hrs to settle....rm200 compound....rm400 insurance money....the car repair bills....and many more...well...in short...i'm ok...just that still in shock and chest pains and dizzyness...well...i'm not sure when i can go back to uni...but hopefully soon..cause i have exams on thursday and friday....

and after this there are some things that i wanted to settle...some i already solve..cause i almost experience death......and each seconds counts...

I will update on how's i'm feeling sooner later...now i have to lie down....well..these are mostly what happen....the rest i cant remember...anything call me and i'll reply to u all soon...